oh it is. i wish you the best man. i have a cousin who is also diagnosed with ADHD and a brother who is diagnosed with schizophrenia so i know how tough it is. from reading your posts, you seem to love basketball so much, use that as your release. or find some other ways to have fun.
I'm srry for your brothers schizophrenia bro. I'd rather lose all my limbs than my mind in all seriousness. I'd rather die than lose my mind. You're right everything about basketball is beautiful to me. I do use that as an escape from my ever wondering mind. It sounds corny, but I am at one with the universe when playing or watching the Rockets. At peace you know. It's the only place where I feel alive.
trust me, disregard those who make fun of you. nobody really knows how bad those mental illnesses are (of any kind from depression to schizo) until they experience it themselves or through a family member. my brother just had a relapse and stayed in the hospital for 6 months (got discharged on 5 different medications, taking 14 pills a day for the last 2 months). i truly saw an entirely different person when he relapsed (it was the scariest thing i ever saw in my life and thank goodness we got him to the hospital in time). so i hope you do get better and at least find a good friend or two in the near future who are close by so you can do fun things with. i mean, having a girl is nice, but there are certain things guys aren't comfortable discussing with them. it will help prevent relapse, and will make you a happier person in general.
I feel better now that I'm in school and working towards something. My girl is so proud of me overcoming seeing blood trickling down trees and dead birds falling from the skies.....people really don't understand what kind of effect that can have on a person unless they experience it. I'm a stronger person now for experiencing a never ending panic attack for a year and a half and have came out on the other end reborn. It's given new meaning to my life that's for damn sure.
Are you serious? If you havent the whole board will refer it. That movie will change your life. 5 star movie.
When I get sad and lonely, I often times pull out a paper party hat, a kazoo and hang up a Mexican donkey pinata in my living room. Then I go to the store and buy some Cherry Garcia ice cream. I promise it will make you feel better.
Attention w**** A pervasive pattern of excessive emotionality and attention seeking, beginning by early adulthood and present in a variety of contexts, as indicated by five (or more) of the following: 1.is uncomfortable in situations in which he or she is not the center of attention 2.interaction with others is often characterized by inappropriate sexually seductive or provocative behavior 3.displays rapidly shifting and shallow expression of emotions 4.consistently uses physical appearance to draw attention to self 5.has a style of speech that is excessively impressionistic and lacking in detail 6.shows self-dramatization, theatricality, and exaggerated expression of emotion 7.is suggestible, i.e., easily influenced by others or circumstances 8.considers relationships to be more intimate than they actually are.
Honestly, I thought that the movie was so corny that it was referenced here like many other clutchfanisms. If it is really good I'll check it out. Unless you're F-ing with me. Can't tell right now. Just got some hardcore lovin from with my girl and I'm so drunk I have to retype every word as I keep on misspelling crap.
1. Not uncomfortable not being the attention of any situation 2. Don't have eyes for any female except my girl. 3. Looking for deeper connections with human beings. 4. I wear clothes that are too big for me to be comfortable throughout the day. 5. My mind wanders, so maybe. 6. I don't talk to people dude, really? 7. I am open-minded, can be influenced by a strong, informed opinion. 8. I have 1 relationship that is mutually beneficial. 9. FAIL. Even with the room spinning I can make your 8 step shallow description of me moot. Get off my nuts.
That's just today.....I'm no Almu I will face haters and understanders in my thread. I am about to fall the f out though Nobody wanted to hoop today so it would have been like 8 hours.
you have to treat people like they're people, it sounds like you're looking at them like they're a nuasance or like an object. they have the same worries, the same joy, the same hopes as you do, maybe you oughta treat others better and you won't feel so... outside the circle. my 2 cents.
that's me. seriously. especially #2, that's why i get laid so often i think. no i'm joking. i love psychology, i think in a way, all people want attention, therefore seem to have one or more of these traits, i mean ALL people.
Brah, give your doc a link to this thread and tell him to read over it. The post to post hypocrisy and emotional turbulence isn't ADHD related. You have a very mild case of ADHD. Especially at your age now, its impact on you is minimal. You are chemically imbalanced and there's nothing derogatory about it. Tell your doc that I referred you and that Ronny wonders if adderal was the right drug of choice... because this me and my girl against the world mentality isn't going to cut it in the long run. And listen to some Neil Diamond. Spoiler Turn off the lights and lose yourself. According to David Wild, common themes in Diamond's songs are: "A deep sense of isolation and an equal desire for connection. A yearning for home - and at the same time, the allure of greater freedom. The good, the bad and the ugly about a crazy little thing called love."[4]
jcee15, from reading your posts in this thread, the reason you don't have any friends is obviously because you indeed seem to be an *******.
