I'm assuming you're an adult. I understand how children/teenagers get caught up in making stupid decisions to fit in/be cool and end up addicted to poison, but why would an adult consciously decide "hey I've lived this long without putting a prominent cause of cancer in my throat, I think I might want to go ahead and give that a try." Is talking out of a voice box on your bucket list?
Lol sounds like what happened first time I tried it..I got really dizzy and eventually threw up. You probably swallowed some of the spit. Try using pouches, that made it much easier for me..Although I pretty much quit within a few days cause its pretty nasty lol. It gives a nice buzz I guess if you do it properly but it's not really worth it
First time I did this ****, I was 17. I woke up in the middle of the night, with diarrhea and vomiting at the same time. Vomiting while ****ting. Lololol