I think the OP can learn a thing or two from you. You clearly have self esteem issues in life, but you make yourself feel better by attention whoring on forums. Not learning directly of course, but apply the same principal. OP should try find something that gives empowering feedback. Do something you're good at. Be part of something, contribute to things you read and follow, etc
CC3 - You would be surprised how many people out there in the local community are just like you. You have to focus on the positives and block out the negatives.