how saddening Newroxfan. truly sorry for the loss. My anakin turns 6 on October. I never would have thought I'd love a dog so much, but he really changed my life and those around me. My family tends to be one that is not very open with their feelings, but ever since his arrival they all do the whole baby talk and embrace him. many of my relatives went on to adopt dogs because of him. One of my favorite episodes from the twilight zone. <iframe width="420" height="315" src="http://www.youtube.com/embed/5L1BSnxH4b4" frameborder="0" allowfullscreen></iframe>
Again so sorry for your loss. I included this in the other Clutchfan's lost dog thread and figure I should put it in here for you as well. I hope it provides a little bit of comfort.
I think a person's ability to bond with an animal says a lot about them. You sounded like a great owner. One of the good ones. He was among the luckiest animals in the world to spend a life like he did. Sorry for this tough step.