Based on your signature, you seem to be fascinated by pickles in butts and cocks in mouth. Maybe that's your calling?
Then stop. She seems to be happy, so be happy for her. Time to make yourself happy. It seems like you depended on her to make you happy and...... now that shes gone, you have no clue how to make yourself happy.
i've been feeling like crap since my break up several months ago and especially during valentines. i've been thinking about just leaving my job and selling my house just to start over. there's too many places and things here that reminds me of her. but the economy is crappy and i'd lose money on house... so that would have to wait. i lost almost 10lbs since cuz food doesn't taste the same anymore. my friends and family worry about me cuz they knew i wanted to settle down with her. but i hate people feeling sorry for me. luckily, i've been in the same situation before and i know the feeling will go away... it always does. you can't really "deal". you just have to let time heal cuz you really have no choice.
