Is this an internet threat? If so, Oski shouldn't worry about it, as the OP won't do anything about it for five plus years.
Let me be blunt: You are ****ed up in the head bat **** crazy. And the worst thing of all is, you don't even see it. Now please, let it go before you end up hacking this girl and/or her family into little pieces, because that is where you are headed. This is not a case of broken heart. This is a case of psychotic infatuation. Get some help and get it quick.
Isn't this what you wanted her to do in the first place?? How do you know this will happen? It seems she stopped contacting you for awhile until you pretended you were a different person on myspace (telling youself she loves your personality but just not the name). Also you're comments about how she always read your emails but don't reply. YOU are telling YOURSELF that there's a chance there, just like these scenarios will happen in your head. Really, it's been five or some years and nothing has really amounted up to anything serious. Moving on may be hard to do, but if you keep your mind occupying her or something you can't get now, eventually it will drive you nuts.
staring at the sea will she come? is there hope for me after all is said and done anything at any price all of this for you all the spoils of a wasted life all of this for you all the world has closed her eyes tried faith all worn and thin for all we could have done and all that could have been ocean pulls me close and whispers in my ear the destiny i've chose all becoming clear the currents have their say the time is drawing near washes me away makes me disappear i descend from grace in arms of undertow i will take my place in the geat below i can still feel you even so far away
I gather this is some sort of lousy prequel quote; I'm sure it is to my eternal loss I didn't recognize it immediately. As I am now also creeped out, I'm going to demonstrate an adaptively useful trait, HKC, which to you should be recognizable: ignoring things on the internet that no longer interest me.
does the girl like Rockwell? <object width="425" height="344"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/aD21JDMp86c&hl=en&fs=1"></param><param name="allowFullScreen" value="true"></param><param name="allowscriptaccess" value="always"></param><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/aD21JDMp86c&hl=en&fs=1" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" allowscriptaccess="always" allowfullscreen="true" width="425" height="344"></embed></object>
Because that is exactly what is going on. He went to great lengths writing that long story to accomplish his goal.
<object width="320" height="265"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/zy5gXC2AgbY&hl=en&fs=1"></param><param name="allowFullScreen" value="true"></param><param name="allowscriptaccess" value="always"></param><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/zy5gXC2AgbY&hl=en&fs=1" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" allowscriptaccess="always" allowfullscreen="true" width="320" height="265"></embed></object> I'm down to just one thing And I'm starting to scare myself.
Even if that’s the case, reading and participating in this thread sure has made an otherwise dreary Monday go by a lot quicker.
Whatever man, im not. I truly, deeply care about her and her daughter. You all have the wrong impression b/c you don't know me. Everyone is the big tough guy bashing me, but i had the balls to be open, you all have problems as well and you know it. I aint crazy. Im a good person. She's a good woman and the circumstances are different from any of yours but different isn't crazy.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Kw8_7apOoyI breeze still carries the sound maybe i'll disappear tracks will fade in the snow you won't find me here ice is starting to form ending what had begun i am locked in my head with what i've done i know you tried to rescue me didn't let anyone get in left with a trace of all that was and all that could have been please take this and run far away far away from me i am tainted the two of us were never meant to be all these pieces and promises and left behinds if only i could see in my nothing you meant everything everything to me gone fading everything and all that could have been please take this and run far away far as you can see i am tainted and happiness and peace of mind were never meant for me all these pieces and promises and left behinds if only i could see in my nothing you meant everything everything to me
The angry outbursts and fake profiles make you look pretty bad. Think about how heartbroken she was the multiple times she found out someone she thought she connected with was just some jerk she was trying to forget. She already dumped a man who gave her children, and now you feel justified giving her the same kind of grief, because, what you write her some charming instant messages? Your comment about people preying on single mothers is telling, her loneliness and vulnerability might be the only reason she reads your messages despite having told you, multiple times, to leave her alone. I think part of genuinely loving or caring for someone is wanting them to be happy, and accepting that you might not be able to provide that.
