HKC, I applaud you for having the cojones to post this thread, but seriously, listen to the advice of EVERY SINGLE PERSON here and stop contacting her immediately. It's a big sea...there are tons of other fishies
So you can watch someone grow through pictures? Is that what people mean when they say I've watch him grow from a boy to a man? I always thought they meant they were in their life some how, but hey maybe I'm wrong.
yeah, you can watch them grow through pictures. the phrase is normal. I think of Con-air, I think Cage describes having watched his daughter grow while he was in prison through the pictures his wife would send every year. etc.
No of course not. Love is beyond all of this. We haven't had the chance to see if it will exist between us. I agree that real Love can only happen after we meet and get to know each other completely.
Now, this doesn't make any sense. Why are you acting out this obsessive and compulsive behavior through all these years towards this single woman if you don't believe she loves you even if that belief is totally delusional?
I thought you said you loved her. And at one point didn't you say she told you that she was falling in love with you or was it the other way around?
It's difficult to make sense of my situation but all i can say is that i know our care for each other is true and real. Love is something that is still possible and so i seek it out unafraid of the consequences of how i may be judged. I am well aware of her not even being what i expected. I may not end up liking her in that way. She may not like me in that way either or fall in love with me and i just dont feel it anymore. Who knows, could be physical chemistry or anything. Maybe i find out she is not that great of a mother or anything could happen. But my care for her is real. And i know she cares for me. Does that make sense? Her potential is worth it to me.
I've gotten drunk many times calling her leaving voicemails of how i love her but i was over reacting and afraid of losing her. She told me "i think i love you" while she cried...
does anyone else realize this guy has almost half of his posts in this one thread? 47 posts....wow. I dont post that often in a month.
I do not think that any kind of potential is worth 5 years of mental and emotional distress. Irrational love is not healthy. It seems to me that you like to be in this precarious state. Its like a high for you, giving you something to look forward to each and every day.
Bro, I think it comes down to WANTING SOMETHING THAT YOU CANT HAVE! yeah maybe you do get other girls, and have no emotion for them. Seems like you have a bad temper too and only way you got to know her so well was thur the internet. Maybe some girls in person couldnt put up with you after they got to know you. Trust me, YOU are not/never/nada going to meet her. Is has been this way for a reason. You got attach to her and all these years of not being able to meet up with her is actually building on the "obsession" you have for her. You basically loving and wanting someone that you cant and will never have. WAKE up bro, this shiet aint REAL!
One day you're going to look back on this and think, "man I was a ****ing loser, leaving voicemails of me crying and whining on the phone."
I've written her my final letter. Basically wished her well and that it couldnt continue and if there was any chance of anything, we would have to meet up in person for anything to work but no more of this. The choice is with her now. If you have a drink, raise it with me. Here is to everyone who contributed. Hateful or helpful words, i appreciate it the same. And here's to passion! CHEERS! I feel good gents. It's gonna be a beautiful and long life.
You kidding? I was embarrassed as hell every time i did that. Never done it sober and never will either.
As beautiful as masturbating over the phone with a chick you never met before, who could potentially be a fat, hairy, ghey dude?
