Just imagine some other dude.... doing her from behind..... making all kinds of funny faces... now get over it.
Based on what she told you it appears she does not want you. She is walking on eggshells with those statements.
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Just keep this in mind. Everyone you have ever loved will eventually leave you. So appreciate and enjoy the time you had with them but never fear the eventual loss. No matter how hard you fight against it it's inevitable so just make peace with it and move on. Also to echo other posters never put the p***y on a pedestal women are opportunists always looking for an perceived upgrade to assuage their own insecurities.
Gatsby.... You need to come clean. What is up here? If your situation is real...ok got it and that's why people have taken the time to pass on some words of encouragement. However if this is just BS than shame on you!!!
I love how the OP is actually trying to convince people that, no he's not a troll, he REALLY IS in fact a p***y. Keep fighting, man! Okay, I actually hope you're trolling....
i so understand where u are coming from. ppl do stupid things for love.. i hope u get the peace u need in order to move on.. she seems to be untrustworthy, so i would take what she says with a grain of salt.
An update 9 months later, now that I've had time to heal and move on: I did indeed fly to Austin from NYC in August to tell her I loved her and wanted to marry her. After spending four years with her and failing to propose, I felt she should know how I really felt. In Austin, we talked (and both cried) for an hour as she explained how she fell out of love and needed to move on with her life. Realizing it was truly over, we both said goodbye and gave a long embrace. I spent the night in Austin alone — the hardest night of my life — and flew back to NYC the following morning. I haven't spoken to her since. I didn't have the emotional stamina to keep reading or reply to this thread after reading some of the disparaging and disrespectful comments about her having sex with others. To the people who were supportive, I truly thank you. I met the most wonderful woman of my life and we're now in a great relationship. I suppose we all eventually find out why things don't work out as you intended...