Back in the day, talking turn of the century, early early 2000s, it was all about Milfhunter, and bangbus. Then reality king crept in. I don't really watch p*rn anymore.
Yes a few over a 10-12 year period from about 18-30 years old. Not really that different than some of the other women I dated during that period of my life. I dated two that I got to know well. Both were exciting and always in dysfunctional situations but were nearly impossible to have a traditional relationship with. It wasn't the sex or even drugs, it was the mental issues. Ultimately they were not emotionally capable of having a long term relationship with. The fights were horrible and the drama was too much. Not much different than other women I dated that had "broken" homes or personalities. Honestly didn't date them because of their jobs and don't think it is anything great to be proud of. Was depressing and one in particular has fallen on hard times. I still care for her but she is a lost person and has a lot of anger issues.
"Hung" out with her in Phoenix while I was in vacay there 2 years ago. She was providing companionship and I said, why the heck not?!?
Crazy. I've known a few personally & more PERSONALLY. I won't throw all the names, friends with a few still. I never got that into them, they knew what was going on & the situation. But the day to day lifestyle for some of them was pretty crazy. Most were just average girls looking for more money & life changed. The business side of p*rn is wild, how agents work... the pay etc. I'll throw a name, Mischa Brooks (retired) was my LA fling...... She has a Rockets tanktop somewhere. haha. #ClutchFansAfterHours
Yeah the lifestyle didn't phase me because I for whatever reason didn't know what was "normal" and also was scared of addiction and STD's. I have been in a lot of unusual relationships and just kept it private, away from work and even some friends. Polyamory, swinging, gun play, open relationships and ones of convenience all are things I was involved in at one time. So the cash and drug dealers and booking agents, ex boyfriends, criminals and hanger one didn't bother me enough to not stay involved while in college and grad school. The crying, multiple suicide attempts, rage, violence and despair were what made me move on.
Sheeshhh.. Yeah that's a lot to deal with. I've met some good ones that were fine and left doing well currently. I guess the majority just get use to the money and can't figure it out. All start at a very young. I actually knew of one who I was pretty good friends with, she committed suicide a few months ago. I wasn't surprised. Her life was a movie. Most pornstars also live in Florida. Visiting and living there, you will come across a few when you're out at bars.
I stopped watching p*rn long time ago. Its been EXCELLENT lol. The biggest turnoff is actually how LITTLE the girls actually care about men, their fans and the profession. So I'm not gonna flatter some entitled untalented girl by sponsoring her with adoration and money for her probable drug habit. Just a complete waste of my time and resources. And goodness I hate the fake plastic look and tattoos. I dont need p*rn to "represent" anything sexual, I can get by on my own. Wont rule out return to "cleaner" nude art stuff but already got regular social media of everday hoe'ing where p*rn isnt even needed
We don't pay for teh p*rn, you can find anything for free, breh. Also, there are quite a lot normal looking girls now, the plastic look is decreasing nowadays. I hope this means a return to the glory of p*rn for you.
