I don't know much about schizophrenia, but it sounds a bit like obsessive compulsive disorder to me. I thought something negative about someone. Where did that come from? Now I need to take this action or think this thought to stop these negative thoughts. And now I'm obsessing over it and behaving in a compulsive manner.
The reality is that you are in a Vat of Goo with wires connected to you. You are being used as a huiman battery and all this reality is not real Rocket River