14 Bud lights later. I had a heart wrenchin thread typed out....but figured... Who gives a ****? I dont even give a **** anymore unless I drink. I used to be normal...but I have lost my mind. Cant find it. at all...after just 2 years it's gone. am i Crazy now? I'm quiet now... I don't really care what you have to say. at all. just **** off...ya know? I used to wake up because I wanted to....now I wake up because I have to. Everyone dies...so whats the point. **** it... I need to go to bed. "Rock Bottom." 12 hours of work tommorow. That will help.
I've also gone introspective and felt life has no meaning and likely will do it again. Usually when I have a bad day at work, fight with my SO, have a weekend where all my friends are doing something else that I'm not a part of or some other crap. That's usually when I need to check my self and think WTF am I complaining about. I'm not starving, I can afford everything I NEED and buy most things I want (if I truly wanted them). I have don't have a ton of friends but the ones I have I believe truly care for me. Maybe I wont make $100K per year before I'm 30, but that bit of extra money isn't going to make my life that much better. All things considered, God and life's been pretty decent to me, I'm not the luckiest mofo ever but a lot of breaks have gone my way and it could have been much worse. Cheers and listen to some U2. <iframe width="480" height="390" src="http://www.youtube.com/embed/GSoNWE4j36U" frameborder="0" allowfullscreen></iframe>
:grin: people have it 10x worse than you im not saying u shouldnt be upset...just be thankful atleast ur alive, have legs, from what i can see have a job, etc. some ppl will kill to switch spots with u
I can't believe how often people on this BBS get drunk just to sit in front of a computer. A Holiday Inn Computer for this thread.