I had to leave the TV room because court TV is discussing the situation of a mother who killed her children. I don't even know or care which one it was. I was sitting down drinking my pepsi and some footage of the kids singing the abc's came on. My son and I sing that all the time and it hurts me so bad to know that these beautiful children won't have the chance to grow up. I really miss my son.
I'm glad you feel that way. Anybody who isn't saddened by the murder of children by a parent really has some issues. Court TV covers a lot of really disturbing cases.
Falcon -- how are things going with you? are you still in the courts dealing with your son's mother?? how often do you get to see him? you'll continue to be in my prayers...i think your son will grow up to realize how lucky he is to have a dad who loves him so much.
Court was a joke, as was my lawyer. He talked a tough talk in his office, but in court, he was my ex's lawyer's b!tch. The case was dismissed. I was so upset about it that I put it out of my mind and tried to forget about it. Of course my ex was upset, but I think the trial showed her how far I am willing to go for our son. We had a long talk, and we are working very well together now. In the summer, I let her take him for a week so that he could go to Fiesta Texas. I asked for the same opportunity, but she wouldn't give me all those overnight stays in a row, but I still let him go so he could have fun. I got to Baptize my son (finally) but that actually opened up a whole new can of worms with Tara. (Search posts by Tara) I still get to see him every Tuesday, Thursday, and Sunday, and she is letting him sleep over every other Saturday night. The nights that I don't have him I call him at night before he goes to bed. We are so close. Nothing can come between us. I was feeling very blue yesterday because I realized that I would not to get to take him trick or treating for halloween. My ex is taking him to a nice neighborhood, and asked me if I could bring him home 30 minutes early. I agreed so that he will have time to go and have fun. I'll still take him to some nice neighborhoods, but more like at 5:00. He really is the center of my universe. Thanks for your prayers and concern.
