. older. young still. not here. where everyone else is. young still. not really realizing it.hating everyone yearning for eveyone to ... wandering, lonely. the last person you would think.. broken.. where everyone else isnt. abuse. love. memories. sadness. alchohol. hatred. ridicule. prosperity. dreams. dreams. pointlessness. stupidity. religion. spelling. words. friends. sex with nothing. sex with something. turning inside out. recent. porridge. poetry. all the things that could have been. nails. happiness. sunshine. unique. normal. normal. normal. kleenex. university. smiles. sex. dancing. drugs. alchohol. thinking. thinking. love. hate. love far away. hate. turn on the radio. it starts with a c. it ends. it ends. repitition. lust. censorship. dust. childhood. okra. cremins when i was younger. when i was younger. fortified i could never hide. rage. rage. existence in this. in this. hey ma. blown up to pieces. horticulture. crazy. as if. love. normal normal normal. concrete. safe. secure. vanilla. 7. opium. piano. sex. hatred. success. and all my dreams lost at sea. ill be your stumbleine, ill be your super queen. f*ck you. seriously. no seriously if you respond. see forum rules for more information about what codes you are allowed to use in your posts. 10 minus. bull sh*t makes sense. genius. appreciated in own time. spaguettios. spelling. hatred. dusty. love. urine. 30. 8. ok 1999 happiness is a warm gun. gun pointed to face. oilers, astros, texans cocaine. sense sense sense sense. banned. 7 1/2 nonsense. read. blood. poster. Jesus. time. post a new thread. hatred. anger. screws. nothingness nothingness nothing ness ness ness. "it is so something..really.. certainly it is...why the hell isnt it. people never think anything is anything really. im getting ******* sick of it."....follow up. rolling eyes. stupidity death. inevitable 99999. thirty two ounces nothing. beauty. sickness. im old now. never thought that..... phone. myself. yourself. pen. sense. sex. a million moments. a life time. afterwards. worth. i had to fall....and ... living life. turn on the radio. living life. you are nothing, no matter what you say. words. shock. whatever. ok. whatever. ok. nothing nothing nothing.i felt this. i dont know this. i have no idea about this. im doing. im existing. heart beat. reading. no one nothing. tongue. blood. sex. drugs rock and roll. happiness. words. hatred. insults. houston, struggle. smile. struggle. normal. blow up. if you do, you start missing everybody.
observation. clinical depression. billy corgan. ruined career. stream of conscience. not remotely new. found glory. James Joyce. just did it. Nike. Dublin. Running to stand still. U2. Athletics. Jason Giambi. Traitor. Benedict Clemens. Bill Buckner. Curse. Bambino. John Goodman. Roseanne. The real Becky. The real slim shady lane everybody's got one. pound the Pavement. What's the frequency, Stephen. Bloom. In Bloom. Oh, whatever, nevermind the bollocks, Holden. yes,
skipping class. sleep. not getting sleep. crappy dorm bed. egg crate makes only minor improvement. cant wait till next year. i get an appt. tennis. getting cut sort of. not being as good as i used to be. antrax. cdc. emory is next door to cdc. freaky ****. terrorism. scared. want to live. family guy. funny ****. how ruthlessly absurd. laughing. drinking. loving. loving life. peace.
