Keep em coming. I need this. It's probably better this way then using some poor girl for sex and never talking to her again.
so you have a tendency of "snapping" when you speak to her.. restorted to stalking.. which seems further encouraged the more she rejects you.. and found it perfectly logical to manipulatively deceive her.. just to be able to be in communication with her.. ? with all this.. what concerns you most.. is knowing whether or not you're coming off as a stalker..? i'd say you're certifiable..
I say you don't even think about her for a very long time. I know you have myspace and crap but logging in only makes you remember her. Forget that, don't even talk to this chick and cut her out of your life. But yeah you seem stalkerish.
a contradiction of words and actions impossible to reconcile.. i suggest you "check in".. before you irreversibly check out..
Wow? Really? How so? Im confident. I know if i meet up, i have the ability to make her fall in love with me.
True. I think im gonna go this route. It's just that every time i dont write or contact her, she will write me. And then i get overexcited and ***** things up b/c of my patience.
The whole making up a fake myspace identity is definitely stalker behavior. OTOH, it doesn't sound like she really wants to meet you and have a real relationship. She probably likes the "safe" intimacy of an online relationship and my bet is she'll want to keep it that way. But you're only 24. You may not believe it now, but you'll have plenty of chances to find someone and have a real, healthy relationship. But it won't happen if you're obsessing over the one you can't have and, I hate to say it, probably doesn't really exist in the way you imagine her. Good luck, dude.
Ya i know that was wrong. She's actually made more attempts to see me but things always happen with me and i always blow money. I bring that up to her every time we talk. How if she truly wants to see me and give it a chance and she says yes always and hates how i assume she doesn't.
