Didnt even see your post, nah not you lol It was the WHOLE COLLECTIVE of that particular demographic I seem to notice. (I actually do have a poster or 2 in mind, but won't name names) BUT, lucky you guys. I SHOULD be there doing that, but I'm lagging behind my peers. So consider it envy
My levels were so juiced I felt like if I didn't I was going to rage on something. Public Service: Fap as a bodily function, not to pr0n.
I think pictures of models are fine as well. I watched Conan last night and i instantly fell in love with Rooney Mara again and so i fapped to images of her. I don't feel guilty and ****ty as i do when i fap to pron.
I think you watch shameful p*rn because you are sexually submissive and the humiliation is a turn on.
In a way, i've shown great restraint and discipline with fapping to pics of models on the internet or nice thoughts in my head that all could easily lead to browsing through pron sites. But i have had no urge.
Fapping to models kinda defeats the purpose. If you are doing that, you're still requiring a high level of stimulation visually, which is the root cause of the problem.
So wtf do you think people fap to? Getting an A on their test? The Rockets winning? Everything requires visual stimulation. I fap to visual images in my head too, not just images on the internet. Same **** though.
A lot of people falling off the wagon here. Beating yourself up over relapsing though isn't going to help. As I've said moderation is the key. Fapping to p*rn isn't a bad thing of itself as long as you find that it isn't hampering your job, home and social life. Also as long as you find you can still sexually respond to actual women or even just interact with actual women then it probably isn't that much of a problem. I look at this like drinking. Having a couple of drinks with friends is OK and actually shows some health benefits, but if you are getting drunk everyday, especially by yourself, and find you can't be social unless you are drinking then you got a problem.
