the meds dont work anymore...and the ones that do leave me so sedated I can barely hold a job as a cashier or have a normal conversation. Psychiatry is a scam
Please do get some help OP. Message me (DM) if you like as well. Seriously, it's not worth doing something you can't take back.
Perhaps you haven't found the right psychiatrist. I've seen psychiatrists for the past 17 years, some have been pretty forgettable, I will admit. Others have been really good and helped me a lot. I currently have one that helps me a lot with my depression and ADD. Look up UT Health's clinic on Mood Disorders. Go see my main man Dr. Nix. Or Dr. De Quevedo is really good too. https://med.uth.edu/psychiatry/research/centers/mood-disorders/ https://med.uth.edu/psychiatry/research/centers/mood-disorders/faculty-staff/ Do you see a talk therapist at all, too?
I mean to me calling a trans person "it" is similar to calling a black person a "n" word in terms of vitriolic hate for a trait you were born with. Like ya calling someone stupid or "needs therapy" is kinda mean and I'm sure you and I have done that but I think calling a trans person "it" is something else entirely.
I don't think it is equivalent to the "N" word. It's more a mockery of all the pronouns and complicated LGBTQDIAGKAFYG letter salad most people can't even understand anymore, rather than of the person herself/himself.
Your view of the tran community is from the lense of being spammed the most absurd out of context examples from media sources like YouTube channels that just regurgitate the same few examples over and over. Calling someone "it" in most cases is a form of Dehumanization.
It has been used way before what you think is a "mockery of pro nouns" whatever the hell that is how can you mock a pronoun? It is very equivilent to the N-word it's used in the same derogatory tone and used to belittle a person. Why do you care so much what a random person wants to be called anyway is this something that you have to do in your personal life? Do you get penalized because of this? So because it's a mockery that somehow makes it ok? This one post really revealed so much about you and how you are the despicable poster I thought you were. You are actually saying its ok to call a person a thing, because mockery?