I usually dont post things about my personal life on here but i had a girl in my life for several years who I was in love with and who was in love with me. I dont have enough strength to tell you everything she did to me but i will tell you that she took roughly 4,000.00 from me and I cant prove it and I cant do anything about it. I also want to say that her taking this money is not EVEN CLOSE to being the worst that she has done to me. Maybe one day ill post the story for everyone. I cant now due to the fact that im just in complete shock and dont have the will to type anymore than i have to. I am the nicest and most sensitive guy in the world. She used me...she has left me feeling like I can never trust what anyone says...ever. I would never want to hurt someone; i dont have it in me but she has killed me inside. I have to make her pay. I just feel like giving up. I dont have anything left inside. Ive always depended on Jesus and His saving grace. I know that He loves me and has saved me. I know that its not up to me to seek revenge but Him. I won't do anything crazy like harming myself....but I just feel like giving it all up; the chocolate business, my friends and family, everything.
Revenge is pointless man. Well ok, no it's not, it actually feels damn good, but don't do it anyway 'cuz it's supposed to be bad and stuff. Anyway... make more fudge... I'm almost ready to buy again...
Just hang in there. If it didn't kill you, you were just made stronger. You'll obviously be more alert to certain tell tale signs in life & relationships now. There is a reason. She will reap whatever she has sewn, just remember we all will. and remember... "I can stay crunchy in milk." - Phil. 4:13 (You can get through this!)
Wow. Sounds pretty bad, emoreland. There's no way you can prove she took your money? If you could do something about that, at least it'd make you feel a little better. Maybe you should talk to an attorney. Do you know any? Perhaps some around here might have some advice, if they knew more about the circumstances. Good luck, man.
I know God has a plan.....but i just feel like no one wants me. I feel so unloved and unwanted. I guess its just this feeling that if something like this can happen to me.....why would anyone want to love me.
When you get right down to it, isn't this more about HER than YOU? I know it's your life, but the UNDESIREABLE truth is all about her, right?
Turn the other cheek. Be the bigger man. Easier said than done, but that's why it takes a special person to do these things.
Ive always turned the other cheek.....and I was doing a good job but she called tonight and I just let the voicemail pickup......and I was stupid to listen to it. I feel like im running out of cheeks. I know that I will not do anything with her information or hurt her in anyway but this whole thing has just pushed me far enough. I feel like I cant take this anymore.
