Another Girl Problem (With Paragraphs)

It seems that girl problems have been shared in this forum so i might as well give it a try and see what advice I can get. Me and my girlfriend were together for almost a year and half and then things went downhill from there. We would argue about stupid things on the phone and it was not working out. Anyways i got hurt at work and I went to the hospital for 2 weeks, i hadnt talked to her in 2 weeks and when i came back she had news to tell me. She thought I left her for another girl that I had forgotten about her. She told me she had another boyfriend. I was mad of course I told her i was at the hospital. She told me she was going to break up with him soon.

I believed her. But then she told me she could not break up with him because he had threatened to kill himself and his whole family if she did. I was stupid enough to believe her. She told me she still loved me. But then things got interesting when we were in 3-way (me, the b/f, and her) she would say she hated me not to talk to me ever again. that she loved him and not me. I asked her if she slept with him. She said no. But then she said yes. She told me she never wanted to hear from me again.

I got an Idea i asked my friend to help me out. To pretend to like me and send me emails telling me she had missed me and to tell me that she wanted me to go to her parties. My ex had the pw to my email accounts. 3 days later she would call me and say not to go out with her, sleep with her, or go to the parties because she still loved me. She told me she would break up with him but she did not want to see me going out with her. I told her i could never go back with her cuz she slept with him. She told me she lied to me cuz she was still mad at me. I believed her.

Things were going ok but things got interesting again around August. She said she was pregnant for 5 weeks. I told her who was the father. She said it was the other guys baby. He had proposed to her. She said its better if we were just friends. I was outraged. First she told me she did not sleep with him then she did then she didnt now she was expecting his baby. She told me she stopped loving me a long time ago, that she wanted to be friends. After all that she said she did not want me going out with the girl that would email me. She even made a promise telling me that if i did not go out with that girl, she would not marry the guy.

After a while she told me she still loved me and that she did not know why she said she stopped loving me. She told me she couldnt have the baby because she has anemia and either she could die giving birth because she was not strong enough. She told me the guy was a bad joke she and her friend made up to get me back for being mean to her . I believed her we got back together but around christmas time we began arguing again because i knew something was going on. Even though she told me many times she stopped talkin to the guy it seemed as if she did. Then one night she called my cell phone and told me to stop calling her emailing her or texting her. Seconds later the guy called my cell and told me to stop calling his girl. A week later I had the guts to IM her and told her what was up. She told me she lied to me about the joke and that she was still with the guy.

I asked her about the baby and the pregnancy and she said she never slept with the guy, but that she was pregnant because she was "raped" at a party by her best friend. she told me about that days before she brought up the other guy. But then she told me she got some medication to abort the baby. Anyways since around Christmas she has been telling me to give her time about breaking up with the guy. She was scared to do it. Everyday i would ask her did you talk to him? did u break up with him? she said she had not talked to the guy in months.

Things were looking bright. She had tickets to the super bowl and wanted me to go with her. We talked on the phone every day. But on Feb 23 we argued again because she still had not broken up with the guy. I didn hear from her again untill on the 28th. I called her cell no one would pick up, home no one would pick up, her line and no one would pick up. Finally her mom picked up and told me that she didnt live their anymore and she hanged up on me. Later she called and told me her cell phone was disconnected and that she wasnt home. I asked her about her not living there and she did not want to talk about it. She asked me if I missed her and I said yes. she did too.

The guy IMed me telling me to stop calling her. I told her about it and she said she didnt know. I said i have been waiting for almost 10 months for you to break up with him and you still havent done it. I asked her why? she said she didnt know. I cursed at her and hanged up. 2 days later she called my house and said for me not to call her again. I got online and the creep Imed me telling me he was happy with her and i saw how she talked to him. I told him that she was the one who called me all the time and she is the one who told me she was gonna break up with him. I told him about super bowl, i showed him the statements of the incoming calls she would make to my cell. so happens she changed her #. now she pretends like we have never talked. she got a new dog, and i told the guy that. she said she didnt know how i found out.

The only thing i dont understand is why did she tell him That i raped her. She is making him believe that i raped her. Anyways she cried on the phone that night calling me a liar, a stupid ass fagoot. We havent talked since. I asked the guy if she was really pregnant? he said yes, 7 months. I guess he believed me but he said he had to stay with her cuz of the baby. She was my first girlfriend. Not your typical first breakup. I loved her i showed her how much i care. I guess she just played with me all this time. I feel like ****t.

 

This is what she said of me in her Journal online.

[19 Mar 2004|01:41am]
[ mood | depressed ]
[ music | backstreet boys - 'don't wanna lose you now' ]


well last night was a really horrible night for me..i thought my whole world was going to end. a stupid f***** ass told my b/f lies, i was so pissed off..my b/f believed what he said. he told him that we had been talking while me and andy were going out and that wasn't true at all cuz i've been avoiding this person alot and i even changed my cell number and my number to my line just so he wouldn't call me anymore and stop bugging me. but somehow he found out the new number to my line and kept calling and kept calling my house phone also which pissed my mom very much. he called every ****in 10 minutes and my mom told him that i didn't live her anymore. the stupid ass still kept calling after that, for god sakes i couldn't sleep at all anymore cuz he would call and it pissed me off so bad. well anyways, back to my story..he told my b/f lies and has been trying to break us up for a very long time. i cried so much last night cuz i thought i was gonna lose andy, i started to cut myself cuz i didn't know what to do or what was going to happen. i love him so much and he means the world to me. i don't know what i'd do if he wasn't in my life..i don't think i would have a life at all if he wasn't in it. he makes me so happy!! i love him with all my heart, when i'm not talking to him i get all sad and depressed. i kinda want him to read all this but then i don't..i dunno. i just want him to know that i love him so much and that i'd go crazy without him.

well i think i'm gonna go listen to some music or watch tv or do whatever..be back tomorrow